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get over myself
03:38
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I used to get sad and act all depressed,
when my friends stopped calling me over the weekend,
but now I just wish I could still call them friends,
because I'm scared it's too late to still make amends
but I never cared that they hated me,
I was just worried that they'd someday forget about me
well I pulled up real fast to the side of her apartment,
I went to the front porch and knocked on her front door,
she answered and smiled so I couldn't help but smile back,
she had these freckles but her hair was jet black
so I handed her the delivery,
and then it was just me so I cried to myself,
that I don't want to be alone anymore than I already am
but I can't blame others,
I know that it's me,
I guess I just need to get over myself
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2. |
part i
02:48
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3. |
everybody hates everyone
03:04
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I'd rather stay in my bed under the covers,
and spend the day staring at a screen,
while I play sad songs I looked up online
(please look at me, I'm just lonely)
so I filled my notebook with bad cliches,
stabbing and bleeding covered the page,
I got dramatic like I saw on tv,
I thought I was so edgy
and I lost my friends from back home before I left,
because I ignored them and stopped answering all their calls,
and I wanted to mend the relationships,
but I got to scared that they'd forgotten me
but I said I didn't mind because I hate everyone,
so hanging out wouldn't have been fun,
I acted like I was so lonely,
I was looking for ways to hate me
and it's so simple to see that the world doesn't revolve around me,
but I always seem to complain whenever things don't go my way,
and everybody hates everyone so we have something to fix in ourselves,
so who are you gonna be?
a friend or an enemy
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4. |
part ii
03:10
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5. |
just leave
02:50
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looking back I've realized,
I've accomplished nothing in my life that I've done on my own,
yet I feel so alone
so please leave me,
you've got nothing I want or need,
ever since you left emotionally,
but goddammit you're still lingering
not sure what I'm saying,
not sure why I'm complaining,
well maybe I've noticed that you really hate me,
and all the things you do selfishly
not sure what I'll do without you,
but I'm no longer scared
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6. |
part iii
02:44
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